TGIFF!!! (Thank God Its Fucking Friday!!!)
*Bloggers Log - Terra Date 009-014-002007: 1243hrs*
As some people know, I’ve been in a slump lately, but that didn’t seem to be the case. I produced fairly good and acceptable designs, my learning curve for things was slowly going on a steady and controllable rise and my general outlook for life changed.
I’ve been pissed-off lately about the things that have been happening in my life, bad company (house), bad memories and overall just plain bad things.
I dunno why but for some reason I tried to look up an ex-gf on the net, I tried so hard to "stalk" her and then after not finding any information about her…I stopped. The reason I stopped was that I questioned what I was doing? I wasn’t sad, mad or anything I was just plain curious. Weird eh? Anyway so yeah I stopped looking for her and for some reason I felt good. I wasn’t as irritated by the atmosphere in the house, on the bus, on the subway, at school. I normally would be pissed off at everyone that I didn’t know but for some reason today was a good day. I expected to have more sleep but that was beside the point.
Anyway I’m still in a good mood after this…finding my ex-gf might not be the reason. I guess my therapy is working even thought it only has been one day that I met up with my therapist who was giving my a crash course in life. XD
Anyway…I’m going to meet with my therapist later today and there’s still a few more things we still have to discuss, hopefully I get to show my good side and generally feel better than I was feeling a few hours ago. So to sum this half-day whole up…life is looking pretty good.
Supplemental posts to follow by the end of the day.
*Bloggers Log - End Post - Terra Date 009-011-002007: 1252hrs*
October 29th, 2008 at 11:31 am
Good post.